Mountaineer

Wasatch Mountains, Utah

If I were a mountaineer,

crossing streams of water clear,

babblings brooks and antlered deer,

whistling birds and squirrels I’d hear,

if I were a mountaineer.

Summer showers, thunderstorms,

in the wood by fire warm,

nursing my new mind just born.

If I were a mountaineer,

close I’d hold the mountains dear,

every valley, every cave,

high ridge lines, the views I’d crave,

if I were a mountaineer.

Horizons ever moving back,

my teeth grown strong from nuts to crack,

open pastures, cairn stacks.

If I were a mountaineer,

roaming predators, would I fear?

Teeth and jaws made just for me,

claws for climbing any tree,

if I were a mountaineer.

My legs turned trunks and fingers branched,

my spine, it’d bare an avalanche,

working hard on Gaia’s ranch.

If I were a mountaineer,

my knots would hold a thousand years,

bobcat sly and vultures leer,

tough as timber, shed no tears,

if I were a mountaineer.

I’d lose all sense of time and space,

moving slowly, snailing pace,

every moment, I’d win my race.

If I were a mountaineer,

I’d be alone on ciffs so sheer,

my feet long bare, they’ve turned to hands,

the goats they’d call me “monkey man”,

if I were a mountaineer.

I’d plant a tree and walk away,

and hope we’d meet again some day,

planning playgrounds here to stay.

If I were a mountaineer,

I’d sense the smell of carcus near,

maggots turning, organs beer,

like my voice, it’d disappear,

if I were a mountianeer.

I’d forage fungi, collect seed,

I’ve nothing else, no book to read,

watch Helios, his trusted steed.

If I were a mountaineer,

my beard grow longer every year,

my nails I’d bite and save for snacks,

or leave them long for picking thatch,

if I were a mountaineer.

I’d fall asleep by Atlas’ sky,

expanding wide in dreams I’d fly,

the stars, they’d twinkle, in my eye.

If I were a mountaineer,

one day should a town appear,

will I go or will I sneer?

Will I move on, pioneer?

if I were a mountaineer?

For P.N.C.

Finite Drama

I’m an audience to myself.
My self, performing.
Spectators,
their own self-theaters,
to themselves, performing.

Pseudo

See from behind closed eyes.

Take the ceiling off the sky.

Our planets rest not in mural,

painted on veiled walls,

but drift endlessly suspended

like tennis balls

bound in chain link fence matrixes

landing there by the foul serves

of children’s pickup games.

Fall Memory

Late fall on the ridge across the river

Wading through a forest floor of fallen leaves

Watching the naked canopies

sew their last stitches

in her winter quilt

Each step releasing summer’s stored sound and smell

Each step experiencing the depth of gentleness in which each leaf fell

Bad Listener

Throw listening to the wolves.

A word, shattered

by the orders of our keepers

by the brows of our parents.

Heal the times in your heart,

where sentence separated from song,

when canon confused with command.

Does rhetoric require relationship with rushing reactivity?

Your ticket to the symphony has been redeemed.

The players performance practiced,

program pamphlets printed.

Will you attend?