I see her in the evening
the sunsets’ pink and white.
She’s wrapped around my night stand
my phone plugged in at night.
I’ve seen her in my dreams
even though I wake alone.
My fingers go on searching
for the hands I did not own.
She’d love my mothers’ sweaters
the one’s she’ll never see.
I kept all my groomed features
in remembrance of We.
My bootstraps they’re all hidden
her denim fits me well.
I focus on my breathing
and the soil that I’ll sell.
I’ve remembered to say thank you
and smile at the park.
I hope she’ll be aware of things
left hidden in the dark.
–
For C.G.